Help for my children

I dont know how to put my story into words or how to make it short...but iam an unemployed mother of 7 children...i have 2 beautiful daughters and 5 strong boys,I LOVE THEM TO DEATH THEY ARE MY ONLY REASON FOR STILL FIGHTING.

We live with a very abusive father of 3 of them...he lives just to break me, he is patronizing, selfish and just plain evil and uses his kids and his financial support to keep a strong hold over me. He knows i can't take care of them myself.

And unfortunately, our problems with each other are now affecting them,what is sad is that he does not even care.

I am here asking for financial help from anyone.

I want to take my children and stay on our own iam scared that if I continue to stay with this man, as he is our only source of income, that my thoughts of a mass suicide for me and me kids, will become the only way out of this hell.

He also has a problem supporting the kids that are not his.

Please help me to afford a place of our own,food,clothes shoes,school supplies and anything else needed.

To sustain us I plan to open a small business like a home shop,but I also need funds for that.

Life is SO difficult and with the distruction covid19 left, employment is super scares. I tried working online but to no avail, it seems every thing I try intentionally does not want to work so that I can continue to suffer like this.

PLEASE I NEED HELP FOR MY CHILDREN.

I NEED THEM TO BECOME CONTRIBUTING MEMBERS OF SOCIETY I need them to be independent and free. I want them to look up to me and be proud that I did everything that I could for them.