Hi, Just a year ago my baby was born with jaundice. He was born Aug. 22 the week after my job let me go due to my pregnancy. He wasn't do till Sept. 12. I began to think that it was my fault that he was born so early. I had been stressing b/c I lost my much needed job that ended up with me having labor like pains and the dr. saying it was best to have him.That was only the began of my stress.
I'm happy to say that he is in better health now but in Dec. 2014 I began to go threw postpartum depression and I had for sometime. Unable to find a job and not being able to pay rent we had to move in with family. I ended up in the hospital do to my depression.
In Early March his dad was in a bad car accident. Leaving him with a broken leg and out of work. Me still not having a job made it a lot harder to make ends meet.
Going threw Postpartum depression and anxiety is very real and hard. It can also put a strain on your love ones. Seeing my baby smile everyday warms my heart but I know that I'm not giving him my full attention all the time because how I feel. His dad is a Big help when it comes to taking care of him, but its hard not being able to get him back and forth.
I'm writing all of this in prayers for help for a New Beginning. I'm still in need of work but I am unable to get around and get back and forth once I have a job. This money is going towards things I need for my baby, a used car, and gas to get back forth till I have a job. There is a lot of thing we are in need of but anything will help. I know asking for the stars and the moon would be a bet much but just to have a peace of mind for the up and coming holidays would be a blessing.