Help Elena to attend Music School

Hi everyone! I'm so happy and excited and a bit scared, since I never asked for help before.
My name is Elena, I'm 32 years old, from Israel.
All my life I love singing, playing and writing.. It was only a hobby until now, because I never had the money to go to a professional Musical School.
Here in Israel everything so terribly expensive, all I do is finding myself struggling with bills and daily surviving issues.
My dream is to learn to play many instruments. I play a little bit the keyboard and guitar, I studied a few courses and I can use "Cubase" (A software for music production) of and I so so so want to go to a professional school for singer/songwriters.
I cannot afford all this, I am on my own and my parents do not help or support me.
I've been really depressed for the last year because I can't afford my dreams come true.
There are many Musical industrial schools here in Israel, but soooo expensive :(
You have no idea how happy would I be if you can help me raise the money and make my dreams come true.
What I do for living I'm a Massage and a rebirthing breathwork therapist.
I love helping people but my true dream is creating Music.
Thank you...