Help Doro trough university

Today, I reached the point, where I really don’t know what I should do.
Currently I am in training to be a media designer. (I don’t know how it is in other countries, but in Germany you have training in a job for about three years, then you get some kind of a degree. For this you get paid little to nothing an work like a normal employee.)

When I get the degree, theoretically I am ready to get paid full loan. Theoretically. My boss won’t keep me, since it’s cheaper for him to hire a new Trainee. Of course I can apply for any open positions in this job. The problem is, in my brachne, there are 100 applicants for 1 position. And most of them are trained far much better than me. So I decided that I should go to a university and get a Bachelor or a diploma. This would max my chances to get a job and earn my own money.

Here is where the trouble begins. To get BaFög (kind of a federal student loan), you have to proof that you can’t pay for university on your own. For this, you have to fill out several forms with what you earn, what your parents earn and what your savings are. I earn less than a person on social service here in Germany, I have no savings, but my dad earns well. This disqualify me for BaFög. Now here is the problem: by law, he can only be forced to pay for ONE period of further education. And he pays form e while I am in training. He refuses to pay for an other. I talked to him a lot. I explained that I can’t get a job in my career unless I study. He said, he paid as much as he had to and now I have to care for myself. But I can’t. I have a small apartment, this is paid by the money that my dad pays. But this will end in July. I am terribly afraid of what will come after. If I go to university, I would be able to get a job on the base of 400€ a month. This is a little more than I have to pay for my rent. But with electricity, internet, food etc. I lack about 200€ a month. 

I am willing to work! I am willing to do everything to get me a job that allows me not to live on welfare. But for this I need university education! I try to get the money together in every way I can. I sell hand kitted hats, I sell motive-cakes, I work as a commission writer and photographer. Maybe there is someone out there that is willing to help me in my situation! Of course You will get something in return!

under 5$
A follow on your tumblr blog and I will write you a personal Thank You message. Containing some information on how my live is going on and what I am planning to do with the money.

5-10$

The above and a a little black and white doodle, depending on the contend of your blog, send digitally.

10-20$
The above, but this time the doodle will be in color!

20-50$
A follow on your tumblr blog hand written letter and a colored doodle, send to you via snail-mail, to hang up on your wall or to glue it in your journal. (Shipping world wide)

50$ and above
You will be my live-long hero! I will write you a letter and custom make you a little surprise, depending on the contend of your blog.

Please send me you (email) address so I can contact you about your reward!
Thank you SO MUCH!
Love Doro