3rd of March 2006 - the day, which I became a mother and hugged my little cute son Bojidar! And like every mother I longed to watch my child how is growing, running and romping in the park, to hear the word "Mom." Almost 11 years later still yearn for it, but more powerful anxieties and pain afflicting me. Only 8 months old Bojidar was diagnosed with cerebral palsy-quadraparesis a few months later I was informed about the terrible disease - polimikrogiriya. Our life changed upside down which over the years becomes more difficult and impossible. There is no day without rehabilitation, no day without treatments, no day without drugs. Unfortunately Bojidar has also an epilepsy which is resistant to medication, the operation made 4 years ago - vagal stimulator does n't help any more. His attacks are severe, casual and painful .... but his little soul fight and not give up. I look his pale smile and eyes that look at me with trust and affection .... I can not promise him a long time, I can not promise him cloudless games, I can not promise him anything of what all healthy people take for granted I can not promise him that he would walk, will play ... I can promise him, however, that no matter how difficult, no matter how impossible I will try to give him a chance to live his life a little more comfortable and without pain and damned seizures. In Bulgaria possibilities have been exhausted. We have an offer from University Hospital Medipol MEGA- Istanbul, Turkey, where we can do MRI, consultation with a neurologist and neurosurgeon, video EEG and blood tests by which to appoint adequate treatment for his epilepsy. The cost of the treatment is estimated at $38 000. I sincerely believe that we will succeed, that will endure! Sometimes I'm so desperate, but I hear his laugh and see his smile ... smile of an angel relying on me. My only aim in my life is - to save my child!