I would like to introduce my story within a few sentences.I'm Adrienn, a 21 years old girl who has chronic nonstop tinnitus and a mild hearing loss because of an illness.It's getting worse from time to time so doctors says I have to avoid loud places,environment,and everything which is louder than the allowed limit.It's quite incomprehensible I think so I would like to try to explain it better but it will be difficult because of my english so sorry for my language mistakes first.I have a serious problem with my gall-bladder,my radiologist saw it repeatedly with ultrasonography but it's not enough.She says I need an MRI scan because the ultrasonography can't give us exact information of my illness' status.It's okay but the reason why it's not impossible in my country that all of the MRI scans are so loud.These are extremely above the limit what I can allow with my sick ears so I have to go to Phillisburg,New Jersey where there is a low sound MRI scan what is allowed with my ear illness.(Unfortunately there aren't any MRI scan in the whole Europe like the Phillisburg's special one.) In other hand we have to know that are there any metastasis in my body or not.We have suspicion because I have lots of symptoms such as limb weakness,finger movement difficulty,dizziness and of course the nausea, general weakness, lack of appetite, severe pain unfortunately so every day I fall asleep very difficultly because of the permanent strong symptomps even when I'm awake during the day I'm not in better situation.Besides these things,my habits changed in urinating and defecation and my menstrual cycle overturned.
I need much money because I live in the middle of Europe,Hungary and because of my ears I can't travel with airplane so I have to go with a scheduled cruise ship which starts its journey in the end of this month and I can come back after 1 month the same way.I would like to come earlier but there aren't many transatlantic cruise ship so I have to solve the accomodation too.Please help me because I haven't got any money because my mother died when I was 11 and my grandmother died too when I was 17 so I live with my father but because of my illnesses his wage what he gets with his job is very little.Because of my bad health status,the distance,the foreign language and the strange environment he would go to Phillisburg with me but it's loss of income because he only can go with unpaid leave.So we have to buy 2*2 tickets for the cruise ship(go and come back),1 month accomodation abroad for 2 people,2 or 3 MRI tests (it depends on what doctors say there),a car rent with lots of petrol because the cruise ship will starts its journey far away from our city.(about 1200 km from home) Finally,some clothes for me because I didn't go almost nowhere in the past times because I had to stay quiet environment so at home I used to use a very few clothes.We have 0$ saved money because of my ear illness,it "devoured" every "plus" money we had.Please help me/us,my life depends on this journey!
P.S.:My grandma died in cancer,so it was a nightmare,but now I would like to win against the cancer.My grandma would be so happy I know.Of course my mother too.I lost my 2 biggest treasures so early but I don't want to lose my chance to live my life so early.Life is a gift,because there is only one.Plese help if you can!I would like to live for my little yorhshire terrier dog,who is 10 years old and we are a family since my mother died.My grandma often said:"Just we are for her." (For the dog,Daisy.She loved Daisy so much too.) So please help Daisy too to keep her little master. (My grandma always said I'm Daisy's little master... Nice memories... :) ) I had an other lovely dog who is in the picture.Unfortunately he isn't with me anymore... :( Sorry for the nostalgia but this life situation is very difficult for me again.It's a new hard lesson from life.It was never too gracious from me but I hope it might if you will help me and I will get a little luck.Thanks for every help and your time what you spent while you read this.Have a good day and take care of your family! :)