Help a boy with depression

Hey everyone

I'm a 17 year old boy from Denmark who has lost almost everything..:-/

When I was 4 years old I lost my grandfather, it was tough but I became OK. Few months later my mother committed suicide. Now THAT was the biggest pain that I have ever had in my life. I have never been OK since that day. 21th of may 2002:-(

My father became depressive and couldn't take care of my brothers and I. We were taken to a foster family. But right before that, my stepfather and my little sister died in a fire. That was a spear in my heart. Every day I miss my mother and my little sister. Well, I lived 10 years in my foster family, but we had some issues in the end, and now I have recently moved to a new strange foster family. Everyday I miss the 3 dogs I couldn't have with me from my previous home where I lived for 10 years. One of the dogs I have known for 12 years. I really miss my dogs and my old foster father that I had to leave, because I didn't like his girlfriend. Status: Everyday i miss old foster father, real father, 3 dogs, my little sister and most of all my beloved mother..:'(

Now here's what I'm raising money for:

I really need a vacation in the south (Never tried before, but I always dreamt of going there with my mother ). Problem is i don't have money for the vacation, because both my laptop and computer broke and destroyed. It would be a dream come true if I could go on vacation and it would be a light on the end of the tunnel. I have been to the doctor. I am depressed. I am STRONGLY depressed, but I would love to get money for a vacation. So people please help me. I'm 17 years old.. If you want to know more, you can text my email: [email protected]

Best wishes

Mika Jacobsen