Help

Hi everyone,My life has been one of the ones you'd see in a really depressing drama show/movie. I know that sounds stupid, but it's true. I'm a very positive person, I try not to let things affect me too much. So I'm not a huge fan of talking about my life. When I was 12 my mum was diagnosed with cancer for the third time, but unfortunately this time it was terminal. A month before my 15th birthday she died after a long and painful battle. it was just me and my dad now. Struggling to fight lifes cruel battles on our own. But fast forward 3 years and life was seeming pretty great. That was until my dad got diagnosed with terminal cancer as well. This was just 4 months ago. Unfortunately his battle was short and painful and he died just 3 months later. Even after being told he would have a year left. So now, I'm freshly 18, an only child with no immediate family, and an orphan. Struggling to feed myself and cat enough per week. To be honest, I'm terrified of being alone for the holiday season all by myself. Everyone I know is spending it with there family's and/or loved ones. And I don't have any of that. The only family I have left is my cat and dog, and my dog doesn't even live with me. And I am going to have to give my cat away at this rate because I can't afford to keep him I go to school and don't have any spare time to get a job as there is a lot of work involved in what I do. So I am now here. Hoping and praying that the kindness if strangers will be able to help a lost soul out. I struggle to get 5 meals a week on the table and pay rent and bills. I would love if you would be able to help me out a little, so I can at least have a roof over my head and food in my stomach. Thank you for reading and helping