My name is Rachel. I am 36years old and have made quite a few mistakes in my life. I have lost loved ones, my career and my personal dignity. Now I am trying to start a online retail store but with very limited resources. I am constantly worriedly about my life and stressed out because I don’t really feel very good or secure in my current environment. I am trying to become a better person but feel like more of a burden. I pray to god I get through this so i can be successful and happy and give back to the world instead of taking.