Please help headstone 4 our butterfly

I am a 37 yr old single mum and was very happy in Feb 2015 when my waters broke telling my 4 yr old daughter that her baby brother was gonna share the same birthday as her on the 28th Feb but when I went into the hospital in pain they told me the worse news ever that there was no heartbeat I was 34 wks my baby boy mckenzie ad became my angel....I requested not giving birth 2 him till the next day cos 2day was my daughters day and how do u go home and explain where her baby brother is??

A few wks later we had a small funeral which was heartbreaking but what is more heartbreaking now a year later

I can't afford a headstone so that he's got a prefect resting place that I can take my girls to instead of just mud :-( I call Mckenzie my little butterfly cos every time we c them in the garden my daughters say that Mckenzie has sent them

it's really difficult to put everything into words hope it's sort of understandable....there is a longer story to wat happened 2 my angel but I've tried 2 keep it brief the hospital left me for 3 days wen my waters broke even after telling them my baby boy wasn't moving they still sent me home saying he was happy well he wasn't as he got an infection which stopped his heart feel so empty inside cos aren't mothers suppose 2 protect there babies and there was nothing I cud do :-( so now I want 2 make his resting place special xxxx