Guardian Angels

I am currently unemployed.I have bank debts as i could not recover my savings after being stolen 5 years ago.All these last years i have been fighting hard but i can see no way out.I know i have to pull myself together and that i should never quit but i cannot do it alone,i need a helping hand.I need Guardian Angels.What i want is to pay my debts and start all over again.I want to make a clean start.I also need to repair the structure and window that broke down after a wind storm.Let me change the nightmare that my life currently is into a dream.I want a chance to stand up,work hard and breathe again. I could tell you about the difficult situations that led me to this dead-end street but i do not want to give the impression that i am  a resentful person. That i am not. But i am desperate , i have thought that suicide,dying is the only way out but i love my family and cannot do it. I need help in many ways, i have nothing to offer but my prayings and i would be really grateful if you would help me. I am not special and i am sure that i do not deserve your help more than others. The only thing i can tell you is that i do really need your help to keep on living and fighting. I can only promise that if you help me to get back on my feet, i would help other people in need the rest of my life . I would  spend my life helping those in need.please, help me. May God bless you all.