GOD BE WITH US NOW….

In desperate need of help. Homeless, car is messed up, and I need help getting back on my feet. I can not do it by myself. I try. And can not get anywhere. we lost everything including our home furniture. Everything. My fiancee had a 18 weeler wreck and was staff flighted and found out he has a spot on his brain that ruptures and bleeds and he now the spot is called a Avm and has ceisers so we are now homeless. I have 3 children. That I have not seen or talked to in 2 years. My ex husband has his own wife and my 3 kids and they have one together and she has one of her own. He does not want me to be in my childrens life. He wants his own family without me in their life. I can not afford a lawyer to even fight to see my children. My ex husband took my son to my sisters and left him there. I do feel a little better about that but i can not see him until i get some things done. But i can not get anywhere yet again due to the vehicle or even gas if it was ok. I do not have friends or family that can help me. He always has a lawyer. So you obviously know what that means. I can not get anywhere to get anything done. My car is messed up and I do not have a dollar for gas. This is a very difficult time for me. And as much as it hurts me to talk about any of this I am reaching out for help to possibly get a home and a lawyer get caught up on child support get closer to my son by moving in a different town maybe a vehicle or even gas and fix this one. Im 3600 behind on child support. And am going to be in jail as soon as they drag me in court over child support. It breaks my heart and I'm stressed out to the point that im always sick. Im just very tired. And want to give up. I have tried to get help in different places and have asked for help in multiple places with no luck at all. I have clothes that hasn't been washed in a month BC I can not afford a laundry mat. At this point I am just lost and feel like I don't have a purpose anymore. I am reaching out BC this is my last hope. Thank you for your time in reading this. I just don't know what else to say. Its just that bad.