Well, The title says "Improve" because I want to improve my style of living.
I have always been a kid with problems; but not the type of problems that bad kids get into. I have always been sick; asthma, my mother used to hit me (She broke my nose); she used to love me so much that she also hitted me because she couldn't cope with the everything; everything was too much and I as a kid had to cope with love and injustices just because I wasn't ready for the real world. It was okay! She was right, just bad people were wrong!
I had grown like that, knowing I was low in self steam and smart or deserving until she died and my step father asked me to leave the house or change! I decided to leave because my mother was everything to me and just after she died he asked me to change? I decide to follow my mother. I had problems in hotels, money from university and loans that I thought was sufficient and finally ended up with nothing in the streets. I had lots of love, lots of opportunities but no one understood what I wanted and instead the police couldn't see what was hiding behind this young adult. Finally my father all the way from Bolivia picked me up to my country. He cured my nose and gave me another life but I can't just leave behind everything, I mean good things from USA.
I know there are bad things over there and I also know there are good people; too bad they couldn't understand me before or I couldn't show them I'm like them just because I was alone and didn't have a start. I tried to speak up but it is too sad only good people can see and even though they tried to help; the message I left was for them to help themselves and me go to my father.
I will like to start helping people too. It comes from my heart when I see people fundraing and in need like I was, but for that I need to have some back up money too.
To live in the US, money didn't last and I know money because I wasted it not in drugs or bad things but on instruments of survival and I know that you need a lot of money in order to survive over there! I will like to go back there sometime but with money and with people welcome me and be able to go anywhere free and this way make a better world to everyone.
So I'm fundrasing money to help me improve my living and then help others in "need" but not others first... when I didn't live and I give myself without money when everyone is in need...
in need of a hand in a world that hate takes over anyone; specially when its to hate bad; but something bad in someone; like "there's something bad with him"
So I'm fundrasing to show that is good to fundraise for the benefit of everyone.
I don't hate bad; just love good!