Funding for Marriage in 2021

27yo Hong Konger invested 90000 which was nearly my entire saving in GME and loss about 80% of my investment.

The fund supposed to use for marriage with my girlfriend and for buying a flat with my her. We planned to get married in June 2021. I did not tell my girlfriend the truth because I don't know how to say it.

I know it was my fault not to take risk management. I was regretful indeed and hope you guys can offer little help. I will not ask to recover all my loss because I have to memorise this pain in my life.

I will send my wedding photos to people who helped me.

Many thanks with my heartful gratitude