I am living in Thailand since 16 years, i am a online freelancer. I am living here with my 4 cats. (i had 6 but 2 died of old age) their names Black one = Pigtail (because of her tail)
I was married for 13 years, unfortunately, my wife, left me for another person 1 day, and she never returned. (literally left me and send me a message, that she did not come back) This broke my heart and effect me in my work and living in many ways. I loved my wife every day more, unfortunately I ended up in a depression, i was not able to function normally and lost many of my clients and to my depression was added a financial problem.
I am in Thailand on a married visa and unfortunately i can not do this anymore, to get a normal visa is not possible, because Thailand has a law that you have to be 50 years old for this and i'am 44 years old. I have and are still trying to get a working visa for Thailand to work in a company, however until now this is not happening.
Meaning i have to leave the country, i have no where to go, i do not really care or i end up on the street, however i do worry about my 4 cats that are 13+ years old
I do not have any funds to travel anywhere and to take my cats with me, i have an option to go to Cambodia, i can get a year visa to stay there and to work there, but money is a big issue at this point.
with traveling, getting the correct documents for my cats to be able to leave the country is a big expense.
My cats are everything to me and every time i look at them, i get extremely nervous. It is not their fault and they will never understand what will be happening, i can and will not just throw them on the street. I maybe lost my wife that still hurts me every day but i do not give up on my cats.
My cats are very sweet and will never harm anyone (i had 6 cats, but 2 died already because of old age) I want to be there when it is time to move on to the other side...
I am always down on my luck, so i know how it is to be poor or to be stuck in a corner and i helped a lot of people that had the same, however these people are gone and not here to help me unfortunately, but i stand back up and fight for it to get back up, unfortunately this time many things are against me and i have no choice then asking for a hand out since time is running out (29 October). I really need a break, i try to stay positive always and really need a break and some help to get this done!
Still having all memories and feelings inside of my trying to block them out is a hard thing to do when you dedicated your life to someone that you deeply loved, but i will not give up until i can be sure i can give myself and my cats a new place to live. I understand some people do not understand how someone can love animals that much, i do love every animal and especially my cats, they always there for me in in good and bad times and do comfort me and make me laugh.
They always around me
i am asking for a hand out to be able to get my cats with me, that are very important to me, to travel over the border of Thailand to Cambodia and get my Visa for Cambodia and start new.
Although this is going against my principals, i simply do not have a choice at this point and time is running out for me and my cats.
If we all can make this a success i will certainly show the positive results that made this happen because of you all!
I thank you in advance and God Bless You all.
P.s. Iam sorry my English is not perfect, i am not native English