MENTAL HEALTH START AGAIN

Hi everyone, I started off with a dream of becoming an commercial diver (the one jobs I love and would do for the rest of my life) I had a business plan and in the past two years my life have got worse and worse and iv got further and further from my dream.

I raised £25k from banks and some that's I had make myself. I brought a Nissan pathfinder and kitted it out, so I could do boat cleaning and other jobs. My debts built-up and because of financial issues, I miss out on payment and everything got worse. My truck has been in the garage for a year and I can't afford to fix it. As it needs a new engine and some other issues. I can't get rid of it as it is customed and still on finance. I got a small car so I could work and still do all the normal life with my family. But a payment bounced on my insurance and I did not release until I got pulled over by the police and the car got taken and 6 points on my licence. I'm struggling to get through life and my mental health is getting worse and worse. All I want to do is get my truck fixed and work so I can support my family and give them a life they deserve. I will happily tell anyone more if they want to contact me.