Forex start capital which will grow for donations

Hello. I am Ivan, personal trainer from Croatia. I have lived and worked in London in few gyms and because of COVID-19 I lost my job and I decided that I will become independent from any crisis or situation. Few years ago I started learning Forex trading and I easily can earn 10% each month, I passed FTMO and got certificate. I did a lot of tests on demo accounts and I think I have a lot of knowledge because I learnt every day for several hours. The only problem is I can't get starting capital so I am asking all good people to help. My plan is to raise 100 000£ which I will double every year and I will donate every year at least 50 000£ to other crowdfunding campaigns. I am not asking anything to give, this is just loan, I will give back to community 10 times more than I get during next years. I hope that someone can see how big potential this has and will support this movement.