For personal growth

Hello, my name is Kasym. I am 29 years old. First of all, I want to tell you about myself and why I am asking you for support. Today I accidentally saw an excerpt from the movie "hachiko" and could not hold back tears, as if all the accumulated pain for decades was coming to the gun. This excerpt from the film as a hook triggered in me the realization of who I am and how I have lived all this time and what I really want. I realized that all these years I hated myself and my life for betraying myself and others many times. I hated myself and tried to punish myself all the time. I lied to myself and others. I purposely did not try to become successful and did not seek to create my own family. But today I'm like a phoenix bird reborn. Coincidentally, today is also my father's birthday. Probably it was destined to be so)) I want to start my life with a new chapter. Close all debt obligations and go to the Ayawaska ceremony in Amazon. I believe in this miracle drink that heals the soul. I've watched so many videos on YouTube. Many famous personalities attend this ceremony every year. I just want to start living in a new way. Find meaning and do what I love. Therefore, I ask you to support me in this. I will definitely post a photo and video review on my instagram @Baltanov_kk about how I am changing my life quickly and efficiently thanks to your support.