I am a helpless husband, helpless son.In 2016 my father had a stroke and paralysed. For this reason i left my education. For my father treatment we take 300000 tk (almost 3000euro) from relatives and friend. But after his treatment we have nothing. In Bangladesh that is impossible for me to return their money to do some work. Because in my family i have a little brother and a sister. My mom, dad and my wife. I have a love marriage. After my father sickness we stop our education. I was searching for a job everywhere. But its a tough time for me and my family and everybody asking for money. Those time one known person told me that he can send me sudan for a work. But for the processing i should pay 5,50000tk ( 5,500 euro). I take a 600000 tk (6000 euro) loan from a agency. I give him 5,50000 tk and 50000 taka for my family and my father treatment. In 2016 i was left my family and start journey for work in sudan. But the broker betrayed and send me libya. He sold me to Libyan. Every day the libyan boss hit me and don’t give me food properly. This way i spend 1 year in his house like prisoner. He don’t give me any money. In this one year i cant talk with my family. Everyday i am trying to escape. But cant find any way. In libya one African work with me in this house. After one year we escaped from libya with a small boat (110 person).after 12 hours of death journey one ship received us and take in italy. Then i am asking for asylum. This one year my family is living in horrible condition. Everybody is pressured for back to their money. 2018 a another horrible time for me. Doctor said that my wife has cancer. I was shocked. I don’t have permanent stay permit. I don’t have a good work. Those time i have a part time work only 2 days per week. With this money i can give them anything. Whom i take loan they give warning to my family if i don’t give money they will take my sister and my wife. In those time doctor said my wife has breast cancer. And she need 5/6 chemotherapy and a surgery. Everybody knows that in bangladesh also in asia this too cost for a poor family. Without a proper documents and without knowing italian language its difficult to find work. I am asking all of my friends and relative for the money for my wife treatment. Somehow i manage some money and start treatments. Already she had a surgery and one chemotherapy. But after one chemotherapy she was scared about death.she lost her hair. our treatment facility is not so good. She told me without me she don’t take another chemotherapy. But now i cant go Bangladesh. Now i am thinking to take her in Italy for better treatment. Because she wants to stay with me also me. For return their money and for my wife treatment i need a lot of money. She is my life. I want to meet my wife. Without given their money i cant go my country. And without money i cant take my wife here or others country for better treatment. Without given their money i cant go my country and without money i cant take wife here or another country for better treatment.