I suppose that after reading the title you may decide that I have a fatal disease. Actually this is not true.
The problem is the current financial situation of my family that has already made me stressed and desperate. We do not have money even for basic poducts like bread, milk, tea. All earned money are spent on paying off bank loans and other debts. That is why I think every hour about suicide and it happens unconsciously. My life does not have anymore any sense and purpose. I clearly understand that this will the stupiest decision in my life, but I do not see another decision. However, I understand that my salary somehow helps my family and my funeral will also cost my family some money. These circumstances are stopping me now from my decision, and they have pushed me to start this fundraising project.
This amound of money will help my family to cover costs for the funeral and food and apartments for 1 year.
I really hope that I will collect the needed amount of money when i am at the end of my rope.
Thank you to everyone who will help me.