For groceries

Hey y'all so I am in a bit of a crisis. I've been struggling for months now trying to survive. I'm in desperate need of some groceries, I haven't had any in a while and legit been barely eating one "meal" a day. I've been actively looking for work and applying as well as trying to get any state help which isn't much cause they won't even give me food stamps. I can legit provide any proof needed or requested.

I just wanted to have a decent Xmas meal even tho I am alone for the second year... (No friends or family)

Thank you in advance and God bless