For a better life

My name is Mili and I live in USA. The purpose of this campaign is to raise money for my better life. Let me start from the beginning. When I came to America I had a lot of dream in my eyes. I was a small little girl with a big heart. I wanted to study, explore the world and spread happiness. But all went in vane when my father took me back home in my country, Bangladesh. I was only 17 then. My father told me he is taking me to see my mom. My father had two marriage. My mom lives in Bangladesh. When I went to my country at first I was really happy that I am gonna see my mom. But I didn't know what was waiting for me. They were planning to get me married with someone i didn't even know.I cried and i begged them that I don't want to marry now. But no one listened to me. They forced me even bit me up. They took my passport and money too. i tried to kill myself by eating sleeping pills but i survived. My mom even tried black magic on me. After that I had no option. I was so helpless and heartbroken. I wanted someone to hug me and say that everything will be alright but i had no one.

I had to marry the guy. I came back to USA and started studying again. I took everything hand and accepted that it is my fate and i can't change it. I did everything to make my husband happy. I didn't even let him wash his plate. I wanted him to love me because that's what I needed more. But started ignoring me. Suddenly my father died and I had to go to my country since he was there. I was heart broken and depressed. My husband stayed back in USA. I called him everyday but he ignored my calls and messages. When i came back to USA he was a total different person. I couldn't recognize him. Real problem started when we moved. We used to live with my step brother before. He started to misbehave with me without any reason. We fight almost everyday. He brings his couple friends that I don't like because they are not good. When I told him that he bit me up so bad that I couldn't even get up. I still tried to be with him but he never respected me. I tried to tell my family but I didn't get any support from them either. My step sister were divorced so they didn't want another divorcee at home.

Day by day he was being worse. I wanted to go to the police but if I do that I know I will loose my family and my mom forever. I cant live by myself because despite of everything I love them. All of them. One night he was so angry that he through the chair at me. I was so scared that I hid inside the bathroom. He got mad and broke the bathroom door. It's still broken. That night was my life's worse nightmare. I am taking sleeping and depression pills to get rid of my sorrows. Right now that's not even working. I took to many pills that I have a problem in my kidney right now. i tried to divorce him but he doesn't want to. At last he gave me a condition that i should pay him back all the money that they spend on our wedding and with that i have to give him more money. Otherwise he will do something bad to me and my family. I tried to get some proof so that I can take action against him but he is too smart. Plus he got my family's support. My mom only got me so I don't want to lose her. I am scared because he is able to hurt my family but my family don't believe that, because he acts very normal in front of them. He couldn't be a good husband but if he try he can be a good actor in future. I agreed because I don't want anymore problem in my life. We agreed to make an agreement where i will include that he will stay away from me and my family. None of us will interfere in each others life. i will give him the money in front of the judge with proof. His family is also very poor that's why I also agreed because I lost my father and I know what it is like to lose someone. He is their only son and they will die if anything happens to him. Just because their son treat me like an animal i can't be selfish. i want to show them that's the difference between him and me. I loved him with my everything but got nothing in return. I want to show him that despite everything i pardoned him. May be he can change in the future for his parents.

Because of that I am raising money. if anyone think that I am right and I suffered enough, Please donate as much as possible to help me out. i pray that God bless you all for all of your goodness.

Thank you!!!!!!