Following the light at the end of a never ending dark tunnel!

Hello everyone, I am looking to raise funds to be able support myself and build a future for myself and my family. I have been working for the better part of my life and have been the sole bread earner for my family for the last 11yrs after my father became handicapped in a horrible car accident. We are a family of seven me being the eldest sibling. Have a divorced sister and her 7yr old child to support. The younger siblings are still studying. The amount I am looking to raise will help me travel back to UAE where I lived for 25+ years and have professional working experience of 13yrs. After I lost my job in UAE back in 2015 we were forced to move to Pakistan due to visa issues. Since I had to start earning at a very young age I was never able to finish my bachelors degree which has been a major hindrance in me being able to find a job in Pakistan it has now been 4yrs without a job and I have limited earning doing freelance work. I had a couple of loans from UAE banks at the time that I could not pay back after moving to Pakistan. I need this money to pay back my loans so I will be cleared for immigration and not have to go to jail (although I have very seriously considered that option). I am certain that i will find a good job in UAE since i have considerable experience and local driving license both of which work greatly in my favor. But unless i can manage this money i cannot travel there. We have no property or in valuables that i can get a bank loan against in Pakistan neither have i been able to find anyone who can lend me this amount personally. I am in an extremely desperate situation after trying my level best to make a living in Pakistan for 4 yrs. We live in a rented house in rawalpindi and have not been able to pay the rent or bills in over 4months. Please please help me so I can stand on my feet again and help my family lead a decent life. It took me a lot of courage to be able to do this. Consider this a cry of desperation. I know i am capable of earning a decent living unfortunately the market in Pakistan values a degree more than a persons' capabilities. Please please it's a request i am desperate.