fix my mummy

I am a 30 year old woman with five gorgeous children. I work full time and i am starting my physiology degree in september. I need a breast reduction and i have four assists in my right breast. The nhs said they would perform the operation but it would take up to two years on the waiting list. As i was in so much pain i decided to go abroad as it was cheaper. I saved up every penny i could my parents even helped me out as much as they could. I went to prague to have the operation done and I have regretted my choice. I have been very poorly my breasts have been butchered and the pain is really bad. I am on pain killers constantly which is not good for me. i have pictures and more information but i am rather embarressed putting it all up on here. The nhs now wont help as i went and had the operation abroad. I have found reviews on this surgeon by many woman who have said dont not use him his dangerious. I have tried to contact the clinic to get a refund but they will not help or even return my emails. I have seen a surgeon in the uk who can help but will cost £5000 which i really can not afford. My son has breathing problems due to being 8 weeks early and i have four other children to look after as well as being a single mummy so i really need to be healthy to look after my kiddies also ready for uni. I have tried every way possable to get the funds to have the recorrective surgery but with no luck. i can not get a loan due to not earning enough. I am in so much pain if anyone can help please i will even pay back installments. I would not beg for money ever but i am at my lowest point and in so much pain i cant stop crying all i need is a little help to get over this. Please if anyone can help fix me i will be very greatful.