First E bike

So I have been passionate about cycling and racing my entire life, and have raceing a good few years, and really want to try out the new hype of the E bikes.

I have been trying to get a E bike for the last year, started a secondhand bicycle business which went well for a while, but haven't been able to due to get up to other situations and Job structures changing and salaries not being what it was at this time. I don't want a new E bike I just want to get a second hand one, but extremely passionate about cycling and have always been and will always be no matter what.

It's not that I need one but I would whole heartedly and sincerely Appreciate it so so much.