Fighting the disease of addiction

I'm fighting the disease of addiction. My rehabilitation process is at a stand still..I need to be in a long term addiction service program 3 or more months...due to the lack of insurance help I am unable to enter a program that I need to be in. I have to young boys that need their mother to be the mother they need an deserve..I can't be that mother if I don't get the help I need.. I feel I have no other option but to ask for help. I know some may be concerned about the money coming right to me I understand if there are any issues with that my sponsor or church would be willing to collect the money too ease some minds. I just want another chance at being the awesome mother I an my children know I can be. I'm also hoping that people will realise that addiction is a disease an there is hope for some if they can get into the proper treatment program they so desperately need and deserve to get healthy again. Thank you and God bless!