Please help me
I'm starting this campaign to hopefully start living my life as happy as I can. I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder just a few months ago. I sought out help from my doctors when my MDD was becoming unbearable to live with. Sometimes I wouldn't leave my own room for about two weeks at a time, practically starving myself unintentionally because I had no will to do anything. Having depression makes life difficult, and it's something I wouldn't wish on anyone.
Why I would like some help:
I live in a toxic household where I can't ever seem to find a way out. My family is the cause of my depression. I live in a household where domestic violence is normal and you can't go a literal day without someone raising their voice or physically fighting. My mother refuses to acknowledge that this is going on and I'm not doing well because of it. Her response to my diagnoses and what she can try to do to help me was that if I didn't like it, leave. So here I am trying to leave. She has left me on the streets before and will do it again if issues in my household escalate.
Personally I'm scared that I won't make it to my 22nd birthday living with my mom and her abusive husband. I cannot live here any longer for my own health. I am desperately looking for a job right now but haven't been able to get a call back from anyone and I feel like my time in this house is running out.
I don't want to be homeless. I don't want to be another statistic. I want to fight my MDD so bad. Please help me with enough to be able to afford at least a first and security somewhere I can be safe and far away from here.