Female Trying To Follow Her Dream

Hi my name Is Anita Hall Justice. My first job was a CSR for a Insurance Company in Suffolk Va. I was employed by them for 13 years and during that time I became a Property and Causality agent and also ran the office. After the owner merged with his son I found myself going home crying and loosing my passion for Insurance so I gave my notice and let my license expire . For the past 12 years I have worked as a CSR for different non Insurance companies. I really never felt complete in any of those companies so I stepped out on Faith. I opened my own insurance Agency with NO funding to back me. I have been open since May 14,2016 but I'm finding myself getting very nervous. I already have clients but my over head is more than I'm bringing in. I really needed a 10,000 loan to get me started but no one would help. That would have given me a pay check each week and funds to pay overhead each month while the business took off. At this point I have no income and barley making overhead each month. If you could help me I would greatly appreciate it. Having my own agency has always been my passion and dream. Please help me keep it.