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I start writing The name of Great creator rehearsed, dear fund donor all of my brother and sister, I wish you are in peace, I am Moshiur Rahman, I was born: in 1981, Recently in 2019 I am 39 year old and single, I was completed secondary school certificate (SSC) 1999 and higher secondary certificate (HSC) in 2001, that time my father was an autonomous assistant school teacher and my mother is an house wife, in the 2001 my father was faced by his one of nearest relatives biggest blackmailing, for that reason my father was lost everything: like this: a small number of years jobs salary, arable lands,big size several trees, house, domestic cattle also lost biggest amount money, that why in the next time I unable to continue my next level studies.unexpected I am going to start my active life.

Firstly i was tried to do something in my local village area (in Rangpur city under local village) but there not have enough income opportunity there after i decided to go Bangladeshi capital city Dhaka ( Rangpur to Dhaka Distance between up to 300 kilometer) and then i collected a jobs in offline printed version financial related fortnightly magazine as a Computer typist, when i am getting every month salary, i am sending money to my father for recovering that financial issue and maintain family. I also finding higher salary jobs for increasing monthly income, when am getting like that i change jobs for increase income, some time getting good salary and some time getting little bit. as like going every year, one of time when 31 December 2016, my father retired from his autonomous assistant school teacher, that time almost he 65 year old. there after my father is job lass, he also unable to do other business or jobs, because he really old man, i am only one doing jobs in Bangladeshi capital city Dhaka, once i get monthly salary i am sending money to my father for maintain family sanding. by this time when arrive 21 December 2017 (Thursday) Evening approximate 6:30 Pm, i get a phone call about my father related sad news. :(he was death through hard attack, once i get the news and instantly leave office and started journey to my village house Rangpur by bus while night, our actual village address is: Village: Chowra, Post Office: Satdarga Market, Sub Division: Pirgacha, District: Rangpur, Bangladesh. after that while night journey i reached Rangpur At Morning 9:30 Am, 22 December, 2017 (Friday) once i come back and see my father has death. :( After Friday afternoon prayer with lots of nearest relatives people we keep him last resting-place.

that time to till now my mother has alone, she also now 60 year old with many of old age related Illness. i was stay with mother until 1st February 2018 at once in village, there after 1st February 2018 night time i start journey to capital city Dhaka while night and 2nd February 2018 morning time i arrive Dhaka to my office work place. and i started work again. by this time to time i calling to mother through mobile, she say like, unable to maintain all of work by self and calling me to come back to village permanently with stay both.i am thinking what i will do in village and how to Earn money? feeling tension, discomfort etc. but when i listen my mother facing some problem that she unable to do, i also worry again and again. Finally i decided to come back permanently village in 1st April 2018.

i feel boring initially about thinking what i will do here in village, but one of time i arrange a jobs to do here a analogue satellite control room local tv channel advertisement video animation jobs, but earning too low...i also getting some other business opportunities if i can invest money and in this while duration i unable to do marriage, now feel i required a life partner for rest of life, but where from i get money for both situation? feeling tension, discomfort etc from last few month, by this time i get information about this web address from Google, and my life short story and situation described here.

if i get minimum $ 10,000, possible maximum, then i can marry and start some other business opportunities for continue my rest of life. so if some honorable fund donor brother and sister help me financially, i will be grateful for him. I expect your patience and please share this on your social media network. Thanking you & have a nice day!