Family financial struggle(sickness, medical bills, job lost)

I am a mother of three girls(1, 6 and 8) from about 2008 fighting to keep us afloat. (lost my job)All rests on my shoulder. My 8 year has a fear of speaking(selective mutism) I need a flexible job and understanding. Finally got a job in May 2019. But no bank will loan me money because my earnings is not enough.

At the moment Im trying to pay all the bills but it's too much. The medical bills and trying to save for the nessary dental work, it's impossible. I cannot save anything and have pain everyday due to my teeth. My partner also need dental work done. Bill collectors dont understand that Im not unwilling to pay, I cannot pay.

We need to start fresh.

My partner of 15 years cannot do very much. He has been sick and the doctors have no idea.( cannot swallow, gurgling sounds coming from his throat, chests pains, food coming back up in his mouth, tooth decay) Nearly every week ther is an episode that he cannot breath and I have to call an ambulance. All of this has cause mayor bills. And I also need work done on my teeth and cannot afford it, walking evryday with pain.

Due to this situation I was in a very dark place and fight eveyrday not to fall back in that dark place.

I would like to pay off our debts, seak real medical specialist and have a family vacation (never had one)

I will be greatfull. As soon as I get on my feet, I will also donate and help others. Which is also a dream of mine.