Family = A Better Life

Hi,my name is Nisha,I have finally come somewhere in life where I feel good and see a possible future, my life has consisted of where I only had trouble getting a normal life like everyone else .. finally at the age of 26 I have found help, it turns out I have mental problems that I've had all my life but never received help with since people and teachers have looked at me as a problem child, and then it has evolved for the worse, mass frustration, extreme depression and anxiety and had my own way and tackle things that are very self-destructive. I live on a minimum amount of money in months because i dont have a job, didnt even finish school Because of my mental health. so now with a wife and stepkids I've finally found someone who takes me for who I am and help me and has helped me a lot over the past three years. My problem now is that it takes a long time before getting into the right help system regarding health and money so I ask you to please help us, I want to give back to my family and help with bills and mortgages but it goes bad at times, my wife works so much she can and I contribute what I can but it's not enough each month and I have to pay for medication and doctor visits and psychologist

sorry if my english is a bit bad