Hello am Faiz Bilal Am embrassed to put picture of me with exzame , this picture is before it all started , i am 18 and i have been suffering from eczema for almost 3 years and every year its getting worst and now am going to begin to tell you where it all started , i was in school at canons high school and i was in year 9 at that time and one day i woke up with redness on my neck so i when to the GP ( medical centre ) to help me and they gave me a cream , i was using the cream but everyday i wake up its gets worst , untill it got to my face. And my whole body , that when i start to be embrassed to go to school or go out with my freinds .
However even tho my freinds were really nice to me and didnt make a big thing from it , this is where its all started to affect my life i stop going school and starting hiding in my room all the time and woke up one day with reptile skin and i had to go school i was crying for almost 3 months straight it was a nightmare and it still is one .
I was a really nice boy , freindly and everyone loved me and i was really hard to be hated but when started suffering with exzame my Intyre life change , i wasnt studying i wasnt happy faiz no more i was scare of myself , i still dont know what to say to be honest , sometimes i hate myself because of myself.
I pray to god i have try so many treatments but it all dont work i want to raise this money to try out this last medication i found hopefully everything goes to plan.
i really cant take it , anymore if i can explain the pain i have and how much it has affect my life i wont be here asking for the money to treat myself with my exzema , i am embrassed to ask for money i have never done this before .
If you could raise this money for me it would change my life hopefully because the treatment will be a doctor giving consolation and therapy and me sleeping over so they can see what my body is used to and what affects my body.
Thank you for listening to my story am so shamed to do this , well i was writing this am crying because i dont know what to do .
I when from amazing life , with most pretty girlfreind to nothing and hiding away form people .