Eyesight for Life

Fundraising campaign by Adam Kenderes
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Without sight, without life


Hi, my name is Adam, and my life went off road after a certain point. I finished middle school like everyone else, despite my last year just being horrible - both my father and my grandmother died in under one year. My family, aside from my brother and mother basically stopped existing after that point, as the central person in connecting the family was my grandmother. Anyways, this has little to do with my problem, but bear with me, since it DID take away the much needed urge to improve myself.



At that point, my vision was already bad. How bad? Bad enough that most people couldn't go on doing their daily lives without glasses (think -4 diopter on both eyes), but the worst part was how I - not sure whether by physical, or some kind of psychological effect - couldn't wear glasses. When I put it up, no matter how long I tried "getting used to it", I was constantly feeling nauseous, and couldn't see straight at all. Hell, despite individually seeing clear, when both my eyes were open, I couldn't read or see much at all.



Today, at 33 years old, my life is at a point where I can't stand it. I STILL can't, and never could make use of glasses, but my vision is now much worse (-6/-7 in my eyes respectively). I'm jobless, never was in any relationship, and think that my life pretty much ended before it could have begun. I tried staying in shape, staying healthy, not being a huge burden on my brother's budget (yes, I don't have any income of my own), but I know I AM a burden, to him, and to our society. And I know providing a room to stay and food to eat is all he can do for me. One thing I can still do is to shop (yes, I have quite the trouble when I need to read anything further away from me than 15cm) and do house chores, and for our society, I donate blood and blood plasma as often as I can (I can do the latter one weekly), and that it. That is my life. And I'm way too afraid to try anything with my current eyesight, as you can imagine how it is to try new things when you can hardly see. Because I STILL, despite my sight, can not wear glasses.
The doctors say the only chance is to either get some kind of special glasses that I never managed to really find yet, or get an eye surgery done.



All I want to do is to get a decent eye surgery, start working, live a life like an actual human being, and be part of the society. A home where I can make someone else happy. I'm afraid I waited too long, and that it is because I AM a worthless person, who just never could get himself over his shortcomings. I'm at a breaking point where I often end up thinking ending everything would make life easier for everyone, but I can promise that if I ever got a chance with getting my sight back, I'll do everything humanly possible to make up for everything I've gotten from around me until now, and more.

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