Expecting the Unexpected

Hi, my name is Veronica, I'm a single mother to 5 wonderful, spectacular kids. And thought my life was complete when 2 1/2 years ago I thought that I had finally met the man of my dreams. He was charming, handsome, smooth talker, and knew all the right things to say..... I was awww struck. But as time went on I started noticing certain little red flags, nothing to dramatic at first, but as our relationship became more significant, I realized that not only was I dating a "GOD LIKE" individual, but I was also deceived and manipulated by a sly, cunning narcassist. Since the beginning things have only gotten worse for me....... I am now unexpectedly expecting baby #6 by the same man that had told me and then reassured me that he could not have any more kids. Because if that would have been a possibility I was willing to go against my beliefs and have the surgery that would prevent myself from Becoming pregnant.  when I found out, I had taken numerous pregnancy tests, only reading back the answer I was not ready to see "two lines, positive, positive, positive. Every test I took. I still couldn't believe my eyes, and by now I'm suffering with the worst case of morning sickness. I hated life, I was told by my partner that he has medical proof proving that he couldn't possibly be the father. " I'm now 6 months along and still waitiin for this proof. 

This man I love, deceived me,  belittled me, controled me, and has taken complete advantage of my kindness and has used it for my weakness in the most traumatic way. I Not only was I not ready for another baby, but I was and still am unemployed, financially struggling, homeless, staying wherever I can. Trying so hard to stay positive, and healthy.  I am now grateful to my mom, she has accepted the fact that I have another baby on the way and has opened her home up to my family.  But sadly to say the man I'm in the relationship with has brought the entire household to a complicated dysfunctnal home. Through his destructive behaviour, his grandiose sense of  some sort of entitlement he thinks he deserves, and has taken full advantage of my mothers hospitality. Thank god for my mother, because my ability to see fault in others has seemed to go nonexcistant, and  she has stepped in and told hi to leave the house. 

I am so glad for my mother for helping me escape my awful relationship, I struggled so hard with to end.  That I am now trying to get back on my feet and return my moms home back to her, before she had invited us in.  

thank you from the entirety of mine and my children's hearts for taking the time to read our story, and we look forward to a new a brightly positive overwhelming chance to live life to the fullest once again.  Take care, and many, many thank you's for all of the support and help we are able to recieve .