Essential care fundraiser

Hey guys, I've found myself in a situation that is making me feel really hopeless. My mental health is at itself lowest and I cannot go out of the house without having an almost full blown panic attack and depersonalization/derealization takes me over completely. I am also struggling financially bad, to the point where I'm not gonna be able to afford buying food in a matter of days. My parents said they won't help me and I have no one to be able to lend money from so I could work through this. I am making this fundraiser to provide for the basic needs that I have, because I have realized I am not capable of working in an 9 to 5 job for at least next month or 2 since my mental and emotional health are literal hell every day and also because of corona restrictions that we have for already 3 months and will have at least the next 2 months, getting a job is almost impossible... It's a very bad state. So if anyone does make a donation, I wanna sincerely say a big thank you, because it means the literal world to me in this situation. Thank you.