Enamel pins funding

This is really hard to say, but.. After all this time, we havent received the required funds to pay the pins, its been almost a year, I know, and yet we only managed to raise 1000 usd, of 4000 u.u the problem is, after paying for the first payment, my manufacturer doesnt want to give it back. As they're already made, she prefers to keep the pins to herself and maybe sell them.

I cant even give everyone a refund at this point... so what I'll do, is sell everything I have to do so.

I'll be contacting each customer after I post this, but in the case they still want the pins, I made this fundraiser.

If you can help, even with 1 usd, it will be mostly appreciated nwn