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Hi everyone, who reads this now. Help or do not help us is always your choice, but we really want to say thank you for your attention. It’s very important for us, and we appreciate it.
Well, let’s start. Do you know how difficult is to live in the country, where citizens of it can’t share you vision? Have you ever hated yourself because of people who appear on your life way for the first time and try to injure you by words? Maybe you had the same situation with me and you were looking to real danger face by face, which was a wild lion in the path, because they refuse to pull u throughwhen u was ill and when your life (or life of your nearest friends) was in danger? And then you realize that government would not help you? That it wouldn’t do anything?
I really want to believe that 3 times you said NO, because that is a real trouble which can destroy nearly the strongest human, so I don’t want you to deal with it.
Well, let me introduce myself as far as it possible: Dima, this year I turn 19 years. That’s really short time of living to say that I understand life, but it is really enough to say I can’t stay in my country anymore. Me and my lovely bride want to ask a political refuge. Even in view of this fact, I’ve changed my name, according to countrymans I and my love becomes a betrayers. Also few of the most hush facts will not be noticed here, because our government can and would punish people who dare to say truth. However, the rest of the story will be truly.
To begin with that in my childhood I understood that I am a bisexual, ever more - I don’t fit politics of my government, so I realized that they a priori can’t like me.
First time when I confront with a reality, I was 12. At this age I found a company of friends and build wit them friendship. One day I told them that I am a bisexual and then they bang me up, I hardly could stand, they also blow me to the groin, as a result there are only a little chance thatI can have children. I believed that government will provide help und support, so I with my mum decided to go to the police office in order to find justice. But when police officer asks the reason, he refuses to take our application, he explained that nobody das care. He even gives us no papers as formal explanation.
Since then I became a target for my contemporizes, they constantly hurt me, but wait for a police help was absurdly. In my documents at the police station they marked my orientation, so I will not receive help on any case.
When I turn 14, I became a part of LGBT organization. I was looking for help and I didn’t notice how they involved me in their games. Also, I didn’t find support from my family and run away from my house with my boyfriend . When police find us and intended to locate us in prison for underage, I refuse and then I turned up into hospice, but after I definitely find out my orientation, they put me into mental hospital. During this time my parents did not know I was there. I spend almost 3 months of my life without my agreement in that cruel place. When I exit from there, I promised myself to change this country.
I started keen on politics, did my style on like Iroquois, decorate my clothes with chains and strips, was organize a charity actions (Food Not Bomb). Realized that all my views were shared by anarcho-socialist movement, I joined them. With help of peaceful actions, they tried to get attention of society and government in order to solve country’s problems. Especially from this moment my “interesting” story began.
From 15 till 18 I was an active person and was not depend from any movements. I supposed different projects: against racism, against destroying of nature, for rights of workers, special place was taken by fight against of difficult types of discriminations. However, it was enough to be harmed by people from Nazis organization (Also, some of “right” organizations is approved by the government). One day at some peaceful event they found out that I have Jew roots and then everyone who was believing in another views wanted to give a dusting to me.
But it was nothing in comprising with that I started to take part in meetings against of our authority. My friends , who shared the same interests with me were put in hush conditions and were bring to justice for no reason. FSB often did search me, take out of the streets take me in unknown directions, put me to the question, tortured. I still have marks of their work on my body, askme to blame my innocent friends. They told me, that if I refuse, theythreaten me by false accusation in terrorism, extremism und so on, it’s really looks so ironically, because my main priority always was peace.
I don’t want to say that I’m sinless cause I had to give a rebuff not only to offenders, and I don’t refuse from it! However, I am not ready to take false prosecution which have no evidences under it just because our government don’t forgive people which criticize it. Thought about government can destroy people’s life put me in consternation.
Any knows at my door force me to resist, because I have no idea who stands behind the door: my friend or police officer, who find new way to blame me, just because I had courage to say what I truly think. Say that I don’t take temporary political mode.
Only if earlier I worried about myself, now I am worry about my bride too, who is also can be under the pressure and authorities can use her like away to force on me. They will not tell you about people like we, also then will not show it on TV or post it at the newspaper. They’ll just keep it in dark. But believe me, all you already read is all truth, clearest truth.
The most important thing is people who are looking for a shelter can face to face with problem of mistrust. Some people believe that we just want better life, but we just want safety. Other thing that it is just my attempt to live free, without causing conviction only by existence. Attempt to open doors and do not be afraid that behind them there is something what can destroy your future.
The worst thing is if we try once, we will not have chance to go back to ordinary life. The fact is many people will see and read this story endangers us, cause of this we’ll have troubles in our country. When we decided to ask shelter, we understood that we automatically lost our chance to go back.
Moreover, there is only one attempt to receive political refuge, it is the reason we are asking for your help. It does not matter how my story truly, how difficult and noteworthy is, it all will be useless if we couldn’t hire specialist who will do this for us. On one hand is to prove attacksfrom other people, on the other is passive behavior or even oppression from the side of our government system.
That’s all. Thank you for paying your attention to this story.
If you decide to help us realize our dream, but don’t sure abouttruth of into or reality of this story, please, be comfortable to message us and ask about any questions you are interested in.
This message is posted on three platforms to collect money, but do not think it is a cheat. We are just can’tbelieve that it can be truth, and someone decide to help us. More, we just try to fully use our chance and safe us.
No dollar will be wasted, I promise. We can give you reports for every our step. And when we finally reach our goal, wait for invitation to join our conversation.
Thank you! Happy life to you!