Ella and Jareana need to meet after 30 yrs.,

After 30 yrs please help reunite us........

A baby girl was born in the dark of the night; she was a big baby, 9lbs 2 oz born all natural, under supervision of the Catholic Sisters. The moment she was born the sisters rushed her out of my room. I remember waking up in my hospital room wondering what had happened to her and feeling very confused and conflicted about the decision I had made. There was nothing left for me to do I had already signed the papers. I could her cry, but I was not allowed to see her. note even allowed to go out of my room. I was sent back to the unwed mothers home , to a very cold enviroment I was told to I needed to leave my time was over.

Years passed and the depresion had faded but never left. I'm older and married now and have three other children that are grown. I've never forgotten about her and have shared the stories with my other kids. So I decided to look for her, I decided to go to the unwed mothers home to ask if there was any information I could have" Closed Adoption they say" so I go to the Catholic Sisters " Closed adoption", they say. I felt defeated so I went to the libary to research, because the intranet was not avaiable as it is today. Nothing, nothing, I was at a dead end. I became very depressed again. I worried about her was she ok was she loved was she healthy, I thought about her allot.

Many years later at 3:00am April 26th, 2013 my youngest daughter that is in Korea (Army) sent me a text " "Mom don't panic, I have something to show you". Ok so don't panic your in Korea, So a texted came in and it was a picture of a young lady, looking for her Bio mother. Before I could even read her Post ....I KNEW I knew she was MY DAUGHTER. A flood of emotions flooded over me, I was shaking, cry, I was scared, what if she whated me. But I found her email, wrote her gave her all my imfo, everthing because I knew in every part of my soul I knew she was mine. She started texting me asking me all the questions that she had,and me answering them all. She called we talked forever and then agreed to order DNA.

May 9th, 2013 at about 7:00am DNA confirmed SHE IS MY DAUGHTER!!!!

So now I have the task of trying to meet her for the first time. I am doing fund raising thru my work on face book word of mouth any where I can think of. I need to raise at least 1500.00 to get there and back . I knowit is allot to ask of perfect stangers. Thank you and God bless you.

Ella Murdock