Educational loan repayment funds

I'm a girl of 23 years old who have had a lot of dreams to be a successful business woman.

My mother is a housewife who used to work in a hotel a long time back ever since my father who left me at the age of 3 years old and i also have a younger sister. I am the eldest child in the family and someway my mother have provided good education for both of us.

As a result both of us are employed and as i am the eldest i got more committments on me. My monthly income in average is around 200USD (it has gone down in 2019 onwards due to all the cost cutting, salary deducations, government taxes in my country sri lanka and deductions due to pandemic situation).

Hence through external searches i saw a world outside of my country where i can earn for my work. Therefore i applied to study in canada through a personal loan of USD 15,000.00

And half of the funds were utilized towards the canadian college and the rest were utilized towards all the necessary documentation while some minor amount of the funds remaining in which i utilized to cover the monthly installment of the loan for about USD 500 per month.

However ended up with a visa refusal due to the current situation in the country. And i got myself stuck in a mess with loans and other debts repayments.

There were million times in my life i felt like destroying myself but i cant do that because i know how hardly my mother raised me up and i know how much my sister will miss me.

However last few months i sold all my jewellery and new clothese to people so that i can get some money for my mothers medications (she is a high blood pressure, cholesterol and a high blood sugar patient) and sisters educations followed by monthly home bills and monthly general expenses

If anybody can help me with this loan repayments that would be more than enough for myself and my family. We will forever be debt to you and surely you will get good karma in life.

God bless all the beautiful people.