Help me go to college and hopefully make a fresh start..........
February 20 2019 was the worse day of my life . It's the day I lost my husband and best friend forever . Since then I've been struggling to breathe, stugging to make this life make sense .
Prior to his death we had been playing around with the idea of migrating to Canada . After 2 miscarriages we just felt as if a change would be good for us. However the dream of moving a road would not become a reality for my beloved Alvin.
Without him having taken out a life insurance plan combined with the high funeral costs moat of which was money we had been saving towards our move, I've found myself unable to meet all the costs (food accommodation) (tuition has been paid ) for college in which I enrolled prior to his death.
I guess I could stay back and work to save some more but I find myself unable to function in the same space / environment/ home in which I watched him die. It's just too many painful memories which sometimes consume me . I hope, NO I know that moving to a new country and keeping busy with my studies/homework / projects would keep me busy and help to overcome this new awful reality . Please help me keep his (our) dream alive. #asthmasucks #feelingheartbroken