E.M.D.R (eye movement desensitization)

I am trying to raise funds to assist myself getting E.M.D.R (EYE MOVEMENT DESENSITIZATION REPROCESSING) not available to myself on the n.h.s I suffer from P.T.S.D (POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISSORDER) I was diagnosed this mental health illness due to severe sexual abuse as a child by my mother and  adoptive father,which has ruined my life causing me 43 years of hell . i have had no quality of life due to only being diagnosed 18 months ago . E.M.D.R has a 86% success rate in the treatment of P.T.S.D and im hoping it will give me a better quality of life for my remaining years.