Drugs? At the second level of elementary school, they will tell you that they are just destroying life and showing you a few examples as a deterrent during the three lessons.
Listen to my story.
If it is said that love is a drug, I have had her biggest withdrawal symptoms. Someone once told me that the break up hurts quite similar to the sudden death of a close person and he was right. In 2016, I loved someone and believed in something that today seems to be foolish for many people. I believed in something that many people already look smile and never stop believing because I believe that the future will once be fulfilled. Drugs and love, however, have a much closer connection than the first impression may seem, and during your love, you release the so-called hormone phenylethalimine, which is produced in the limbic system of the brain and attributed to its effects like some stimulant drugs. If one is the average of the three closest people surrounding him, so last year all three of them could represent one of my best friend, who broke up with his girlfriend a one month before me.
Now imagine you two. In the middle of the room between the four walls, they are being struck by one common sadness. Sleeping pills in combination with alcohol and prescription drugs will change a lot, and you suddenly appear on a one-way highway from which there is no way out. Something just broke in me then. Last year, I collapsed and my friend was taken to an intensive care unit with a cardiac arrest. I have lived a self-destructive lifestyle with a zero instinct of self-preservation, and the fall to the bottom was inevitable in this case. Negative always translates positively, and you are suddenly a slave to something that has given you a short-term and false sense of happiness. It was a time when I wanted to escape and suffer emotional harm due to personal loss with someone I loved so much.
Love is like a drug, do you remember? I know now, and from the theory I know that Buddhism teaches that adherence to others leads to self-suffering, and this has been doubled because the happiness hypothesis tells us that even trying to achieve goals, a girlfriend or friends can not bring people more Than a moment of happiness, and that it is most important to work in your inner world. These powders and antidepressants will destroy all your values, feelings, empathy, and while they can bring relief in the short term from mental pain, and at the same time destroy your abilities for a long time, obscure thinking, distort the mind, and affect perception. And what begins once ends once too. My friend went to the US, and I decided to moderate on one prestigious radio, and since then I have been studying consistency, assertiveness, media rhetoric or correctness every day and read about two books a week. Why am I writing here? I certainly do not want pity, understanding, compassion, and I do not even want forgiveness. I want to apologize to my friend. I want to apologize to my mom, which is 12,000 km away, and that was very difficult with me last year. I want to apologize to my ex-girlfriend because I will always love you very much inside. You were my only and best friend.
I also write this because it's not so long ago when I met a girl and after seeing it in her - I saw my self a year ago and wanted to help her get out of it. Just because of feeling or just because someone else up there, who is back then holding the protective arm around me and hoping to equalize my debt whether because you know that this girl would have deserved more than you or your life than you That you can not stop the flow of thoughts, the desire that she was holding me by her hand like a month ago on our first date, where you put your first kiss.
And you want to do something about it. You want to cheer her up. You want to change her life maybe even because you can see it, and even if you know that you are out of this, you have so much co-responsibility and it comes to you so badly that you are invading all the time fighting something where the positive result is just chance to win in the lottery. I won the battle over myself, but I lost it to someone I really cared for in this short time.
Now I'm working on events for drug and alcohol addicts. Your help will increase prevention but also help me to open eyes to people who could not help themselves as I.
It will also raise awareness of the problems of addiction for kids.
Thank you for your help