Dreaming is not a sin

Hi,

I am a dream lover, i like to see dream and like hard work to fill up my dream, i am 40 years old, my past life i saw many dream, many i fill up, many i cant. Now i am working in a Company. I am working here Fuel station as a Brunch Manager.

In year 2009/2010 i start to play zynga poker at facebook, This is a very new game for a Bangladeshi, Most of the people at Bangladesh don't know about this game, but i do very well in this game, i make 1 million very early after then i found a chips buyer, i start to sell the chips, its a very good business for me that time. i took it as a profession, after 3/4 months i found my account hack/ my chips gone from my account/ band account of facebook, and i also found team play at poker table, this setuation i i was very sad and start poker stars, after lots of problem (deposit real money/ zunga poker and real money game not same) at last i understand the game. I am not a from a rich family, everyday 20$ play and give lose is very difficult for me that time 2013. most of the Sunday i played because Sunday prize pool is big. My other brother also make a account and start play, some time i play from his computer also. That time i don't know many T&C of ream money rules. My brother don't play more because he is losing money everyday. You know in every game there are some cunning comes in mind. i found i cant win from my account, my account is not lucky (hahhahh), then i start to play in my brother account. From my brother account i was doing well. i took 2nd position at 11$ big and won more then 9000$, i was very happy that day, i fill some of my need with this money, and start play more and more but lacking of experiences real money i cant win more and more. In the mean time 2014 Pokerstars stop real money from Bangladesh. I was very sad that time but nothing to do. from 2015 to 2017 i try many country to go for work and play pokerstars real money, at last i manage , sep 2017 i came here for my job and play real money poker. i activate my account Mithu_bd, I open a bank account and take the necessary paper from my company, I took a master card from my bank for deposit. But now i am faceing a new problem, my account is ready for play real money but here the bank don't send the money pokerstars or others gambling site. i have paypal i request pokerstars to accept my money from PayPal but they denied. I feel very sad because i saw that i cant do anything to full fill my dream to play my games. but i don't stop trying, i stars to play free roll at pokerstars (hhhhhaaaaaah), but its very difficult to win, But i win 3 tournament and win 0.20$ total. Now in my account i have this real money. i know this is very small money but for me 0.20$ is very big, because this is a part of my dream. Now i realize that it is not possible to full fill my dream from here with full of luck, because i don't believe full luck, Life is hard work and luck.

My request is a work permit in the country who accept real money deposit at Pokerstars. I want a work with salary in the country and i want to play my dream game.

One day i chat with a pokerstars agent for a problem, i told her i am a Bangladeshi for that reason you dont help me, but one day i will win WSOP.