dream: being a youtuber

It's my dream to be a youtuber who makes videos of games/letsplay series/game reviews. Currently I am in a bad way, I have two bum shoulders and despite my best efforts have yet be hired for a job. Were I not currently living with my dad I would be on the street. If thats not enough, my current computer is 6 years old and starting to break down.   Please, help me achieve my dream. Any donation ammount helps. Funds aquired would go towards a new computer, software, and video equipment to help me get off the ground and get started with my dream.   Thank you for taking the time to read my plee and god bless.