DISABLED AND NEEDING A HELPING HAND

Hello,

I am in desperate need of financial help and have tried everything… I was hoping I could get the approval and help needed here. I don't know or what to expect, my credit is about 546. I live in Texas and on disability.In desperate need for help, Now .I apologize for any misspelling or left out words, I am just distraught and very stress due to all this.... I have reached the end and I cannot even get a loan anywhere except a title loan on my car which I had to get to pay my rent and food and to put toward a cheap little car. Last month my cousin totaled my car going just into town 8 miles. This was the 2nd one she has ruined. The other one a deer totaled.. I am on disability and never had to ask for any help. This past month as taken a toll on me mentally, emotionally and physically. My son had to go work in Puerto Rico to help with fixin the poles for electric to them. He was gone 9 months and came back to his girlfriend who moved out and left him with all the bills and behind rent and was getting evicted, so I had to help him and my 3 yr old grandson, my daughter recently had her husband leave her and took my grand kids for 4 months without calling or letting them talk to her and she lost her house and car had to help her to get kids back and take him to court and divorce. And now my oldest Son 35 yrs old is in the Hospital in Austin TX with Blood clots in his legs and lungs and I cant even get there. Being the mom and making sure my kids and grand kids had a roof over there head and getting them back on track , needs as usual as the parent left me in a financial mess. i tried loansand grants, which by he way are not easy to get and take forever, applying at all Churches, and government and state programs. There was at least a 6 month plus waiting list. , I will loose my house, my car. these past few months have just be hard. I have applied everywhere for help. Its either a huge waiting list or paperwork that has to go through all the different channels that I loose it all. I am just trying to get caught up. I will be having a company who takes over my finances once I am almost at least not so far behind and get myself back on track...They do give me an allowance each month, until I really can get into the routine of my bills , and title loan paid....I have more debt then income at this moment. I lost myself along the way. But I will get back stable on my fiancees and learn how to put money away in savings for emergencies and learn to let my Adult children figure out what what and how to do on there own. I have never had to ask for help,especially people I don't know. Very humiliating for me. This is my last hope, justThank you ahead of time from tie bottom of my heart. Hard lesson for me to learn, Not again, I will never put myself let myself get like this ever again.....Thank ou very much for whatever you can help me with. I really do apprecaite it.