As I reflect back on my spiritual journey, I remember times of questioning God, praying in times of need, and asking why certain things happen the way they do. My journey has brought me through rough patches of my life and times of life learning lessons. Looking back at the past and up until now, I was not the one to attend church every Sunday and pray before every meal. I questioned some of the ways my church wanted us to learn about God. I even questioned God about certain events in life and why they happened. I look back on this as a way to show me how learning from God and about him is not always done in a church. My spiritual journey has taught me lessons of each these through good and bad times. My spiritual journey was not perfect and I am still learning from it. This journey has taken me through good times in my life and some really rough times in my life. The bad times never stopped me from changing my faith in God or staying mad at him.
Thus I have embarked solely on another adventure.
I am offered an opportunity of employment to work in China, Shanghai specifically.
This offer came at a time in my life, last year when I had just lost a job and couldn’t quite figure out what to do next. It went downhill from there...
I still questioned God so many times, asking him specifically “Why me? “ ... I’d get mad and frustrated at why he wouldn’t answer me and why he was literally taking everything away from me. I then postponed this offer in China as my mother became tremendously ill. All I ever dreamed of and all I ever imagined came to a halt. The biggest scare of my life!
Fast forward August 2018... God brings my mother back into my arms and I am still left in deseray of what to do next.... long story short, 2019 the opportunity has presented itself to me again and I have decided to take it with open arms.
I have created this page to ask for FUNDING on my new employment to Shanghai, China in June 2019.
Details will be posted on my page - Dez Goes To China
Please join my new journey as I seek to embark an experience of a lifetime.
To escape the pressures of a collective standard a person must travel outside the constraints of a community and discover his or her own true identity. On such a journey one can expect moments of planned reflection or unexpected instances of revelation.