Desperate & scammed. Hope crushing down

Hi everyone. I hope this gets out to anyone able to help me.

I don't expect much on any fund but I am really grateful that you read this!
I wasn't able to talk to anyone about this but I want to thank you for reading this!

Long story short

Recently I have myself involved with trading (New into this field).

desperate to find extra income to support my family and live my dream to travel to Cambodia to help others (Went there once to help out building a playground, and I love every moment of it) so as desperate as I am I headed to trading bitcoins without any knowledge and got my scam on my savings.

I know it's my fault to believe anyone out there on trading and got blind by huge returns. I believed the scammers and took out all my savings into one, thinking I would support my family and live out my dreams.

After losing my saving I have difficulty returning the sum I borrow from my family,
as I have no choice but to head out to anyone able to help me!

It really hurt to see that I can't support my family in return yet I got myself into big trouble to them

Every dollar counts and i am grateful to anyone able to help me.

Thank you so much on staying with me here and read