I have PTSD, Borderline and a transgender diagnos. I have no friends at all since two years ago. Spent my 28th birthday alone again which broke my heart to pieces. This is why i am desperate to move to another city and get friends and a new start.
Why cant i move and start a new life?
Debtors threaten me every month for 2 whole years straight to register me at the Swedish Enforcement Authority if i miss just one month of payment. This register deny me to get any kind of apartment in the nation for 3 years.
This evoke daily panic attacks plus one suicide atempt a couple of months ago. I had to take loans for surgery plus rent as i couldnt find any job for years and couldnt study more, due to exhaustion.
So what happened just recently?
I was just released from my Minimum Warg work plus my firsthand rental apartment since 6 years ago, as i could not pay rent. i Will be homeless on 2019-12-31. My sickness now went thrue the roof as i have daily panic attacks, even among people outside due to debtors threat that now will become a reality. I am looking for courage to end my life but will give this funding page, a last hope.
- I had huge potential in life as i wanted to become both an MD abroad (via MCAT) and a Nurse. I also volontered worked at my local Christian Church 2times/week. I also did my entire high school in just 1 year instead of the average 3 years, with top academic result. This is unheard of in Sweden.
What is my promise to you?
If i survive and get help once and for all to fully pay off my debts, i would live on existential minimum and be a minimalist, owning just 10 items in total, in my life. I would by this lifestyle cherish this second chance by not taking any minor loan, even for food. My joy would be in being debt free, poor and thriving to daily give as much comfort to people as i can. By being a Nurse or MD, helping all over the world, listen to people and sharing compassion. I beg of you, i beg. for filantrophy help.... for a second chance in life as i am considering to comitting suicide one last try. Please, please help!