Desperate

Please do not contact me. I am tired of spammers, just stop.

This is not something I want to do, but I am desperately forced to do, beyond my controls. First, there are people that need money more than I do, for wheelchairs, etc, and that is why I feel ashamed to be asking for money. My husband (soon to be ex) decided to surprise me with the fact that we no longer have ant money. I am talking it's now to the bare bones. He's lazy and and now depending on my Etsy sales, and yes,We were bothed laid off from the same company, me in 2008, and him soon after. Supposedly he was doing day trading, but obviously that was a failure and drained more of our money. I begged him all the time to please please get a job. I have a successful Etsy business, but successful in terms of making more than I did at my previous part time job. I am now thinking of ways to make instant cash. I will be selling my Etsy inventory and anything else I can at flea markets right away, I am going to have at least one garage sale, most likely more than one.

If you only knew how much pride and compassion I have for running my Etsy shops. To know I will have to close them down after putting so much work into them since 2008, breaks my heart. I cannot understand how someone I thought loved me, would let things get to this point.

But I am a big girl, and will get through this crap. I just need help. I have several job prospects already, in Dublin, Ohio. Thanks everyone.

This is making me physically sick, and I already have high blood pressure. My immediate needs are to pay the house bills and to be able to have enough money to move out of here, I am not sure where yet, but the money would give me the freedom to really think carefully about what is best for me. Then I can find a job in my town. Thank you!

I had saved Etsy money, but he's now using it to pay current bills. The money equals freedom to move from what I now refer to as the "death house", it is cold and dark (since I am trying to conserve on electricity). I have no choice right now but to stay here with the person that I thought was so trusting, betrayed me.

Oh, and as far as my silly picture, I cannot stand having my picture taken. This was taken a few years ago, and it seemed perfect, as I was looking in my purse, as to see if I had any money!

And I have no clue how much money I need, I have never been in this situation before, well, I kind of have, but my Dad rescued me from a previous situation, but he, sadly now has Parkinson's. If I do not need the money I request, and receive more than I need, I will gladly donate any extra money.

Here are my Etsy shops in case you would like to buy something. I am hoping to keep them going for at least awhile.

Okay, it looks like my Etsy links don't work, but if you go to etsy.com and search jenscloset or thechinagirl or mymilkGlassShop you'll find my Etsy shops! :)

http://jenscloset.etsy.com/

http://mymilkglassshop.etsy.com/

http://thechinagirl.etsy.com/