Depression

This is my first post using this site.

Hi all, my name is Fuat Ahmet and I'm at 20 year old student at university. I have encountered alot of of things in my life and it has put me through so much depression that I feel that I cannot live no more. Let me tell you all my story.

I worked really hard to come university and i made it however i didnt get much help financial. My student loan only covered my rent. So I pulled out a loan and after i couldn't afford to pay it so i was asking friends to borrow money, then it all added up that i couldnt take it,so many things to pay. I was stressing out so much because even my parents cant support me with money. I went to doctors as i was going through depression, i didnt want to live nomore. I have no one to help me. Because of my debts i did something stupid which i will regret for the rest of my life and it has effected me emotionally. I used my flat mates card to buy a phone so i can pay some of my debts. She reported to police and i got arrested and now im facing all the consequences. I had to leave from student accommodation. Which basically now im homeless. I cant even live with my parents because university is far (2 hrs drive) and travelling is expensive. My parents are not supporting me. I have to pay everything by myself. I lost everything. I dont know what to do with my life nomore. I also lost my job and i have no income to help me.

It would mean everything to me if you guys can help me with money and pay some of my debts. I have to pay to court £800 in one month and i have to pay my accommodation £1100 asap. I really need help. It would be much appreciated.

I even tried to apply for jobs and i cant get a job because i have criminal convictions. Is gonna take a long time for me to get a job or maybe i wont just because of my convictions, which is gonna be for 9 years.